selfish (i wished you hated me) - 歌词大全

drown me in despair i’m broken way beyond repair from sulking over the times that we’d never get back drunk every night with a cigarette pack but it’s only fair that i’m broken way beyond repair i know that it’s all my fault, i’m guilty as charged i’d end it all but that’s not what you want so it’s hard to bear cuz i know you still care but i wished you hated me as much as you tried to but you’d never hate me as much as i do and my only fear for when i’m no longer here is that you’ll find someone else who’ll deserve all your tears and i know that sounds selfish but i just can’t help it been well prepared to go now i’ll be somewhere you know how i tend to leave all the ones that i love just to pretend like i won’t give a **** to see what we built become a ghost town swallowed by guilt, like my pills i’ve broken down every night, i go through withdrawals but it’s only right for all of my wrongs it’d be easier to bear if you never cared i wished you hated me as much as you tried to but you’d never hate me as much as i do and my only fear for when i’m no longer here is that you’ll find someone else who deserve all your tears and i know that sounds selfish but i just can’t help it